Singing on main
It’s a very vulnerable thing for me, I haven’t sang much for anyone else since my Dad died. I sang for him all the time, especially on special occasions. But tryna get back into my expression after a lull seems like a good enough occasion.
Hope yall enjoy this video of me singing Someday cover by Julia Jacklin to my cat. Roux certainly appreciated his time in the limelight.
My art studio, as you can see, is starting to come together. I’m making some changes to my professional life that I’ll keep quiet about for now (bc I honestly don’t like to have it posted on the internet where I work bc I got haters who might come visit) BUT some much needed changes are coming.
I’m going thru some health stuff so don’t be surprised if you run into me in the wild and I’m carrying a cane. Maybe forever. We’ll see what the doctor says when they finally return my call and give me an appointment. Yea, I feel weird about it, but also yea, also if you make me feel weirder than I already do about it, imma start swinging that thing. Yall been warned.
Anywho, here’s the video, I hope you can hear in my voice how much stronger I’m feeling lately, emotionally. And that’s partially bc one of my lovers has been taking on the grunt work of being my sounding board for the past couple weeks while I come off of some heavy psych meds. (Thank you bby, you’re the best, and I can’t wait to see you soon. Imma kiss you so much. We’re going to frighten America with our love. Can’t fucken wait.)
Any actual constructive feedback on how to make my voice sound stronger, lmk. If you just didn’t like hearing it, that’s totally fine, I get it. I’m not for everyone. But please at least appreciate the fact that there is almost no evidence of me singing on the internet and now there is.
I haven’t posted on here in a while due to the aforementioned life changes and health concerns. Please don’t worry too much, I’m still here. I’m gonna try to get back on posting every (or almost every) Thursday. Maybe not a poem every time. But something. Bc I deserve to carve out time for regular expression, tbh. So imma do that. (Jeffery, imma need you to help keep me accountable on this!!!)
Plz be gentle, I am scurred.
(also fuck ai)